Hi. I am Heidi. I am autistic (asd level 1…high functioning…formerly known as aspergers) I also suffer from a variety of mental health (and by proxy…) personality disorders. *See footnote for list of said disorders.

Because #smalltownconservativedogmarelatedtrauma.

I am an awakening soul. Ie I am expanding my consciousness. Ie I am transcending the ego and moving into alignment with spirit. Ie I am on my path to enlightenment. Ie I am raising my frequency. Ie I am moving closer to God.

Many names and faces, none totally accurate. If humans had the answers we’d all be Christ by now.

Human suffering is what drove me to seek out God. Healing is what I thought I was after, without knowing that true healing is also the process of moving closer to God.

So many lovely (and then again not so lovely, and sometimes down right terrifying) revelations have formed part of my journey…and this is the platform I am using to share my revelations/realizations with you, dear reader.

Maybe my hard won lessons can help make your journey (to healing/peace/God) a little less onerous than mine has been. Maybe you can take inspiration from me…because if someone as badly damaged and flawed as I am can pull myself back from the edge of sanity…then so too, my friend… can you.

*CPTSD, ADD, NPD, BPD, HPD.

  • Complex post traumatic stress disorder
  • Attention deficit disorder
  • Narcisstic personality disorder
  • Borderline personality disorder
  • Histrionic personality disorder.